last night when i announced to jackie my desire to be in a rock band, she commented that i needed to get over my 'grass is always greener' mindset. i disagreed, i told her i'm always in search of fun times and spontaneity with friends. and in my opinion, famous rock band doing whatever you want whenever you want sounds pretty good to me. i'll admit, even i know that it's not all fun and games and people will tell you of the long hours, annoying fans, grueling promos, fights with your friends/band mates, but still. it looks like insane fun.
adjusting to life here has been tough. i can't imagine what it would've been like without jackie. i start work a week from monday and i think almost everyone in my life, including myself, is concerned that i won't be happy with this job. i must force myself to focus on the good things i have - friends around to do things with, weekend travels, electronic communication to friends and family back home...
i'm also trying to make myself think of the future and be excited about that. the job i'm applying for soon should put me in a fun place - lots of new people, exercise, excitement, constant changes of pace. is it possible to be a kid and have immature fun for the rest of your life? i really hope so.
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